today at training !! i think i finally did wad i wanted to do long time ago..
well things went liddat... bernard brought a fren.. so like, to me, his fren looked very action and stuff, so i had a really bad impression on him. and like coz when be4 training he was playing with bernard chun yang and sam, he wasn't really good.. so during the break, he 1v1 sam.. and he got quite a few balls in.. then like.. to me i thought it was quite tyco.. and plus the expression he gave sam was like.. very big fuck that kind. so immediately i got annoyed
then we played 3v3 , and he proved to be good =) yea so like, he is respectable larh. so i had some respect for him, untill he like murmured some stuff with george and bernard.. then like.. you know.. i had a feeling he didn't liked me as much as i didn't liked him... so it was cool, "mutual understanding" of some sort lmao
then later on, we had match
then i pressured george, like, keep on trying to hit the ball away, but at the same time not loosing the defence. then he got irritated, so he passed the ball out, and then use he back to push me backwards, so i thought that wasn't an example of someone who has sportsmanship, coz either way, i didn't foul him, (i think.. coz coach didn't blow the whistle)
then after that, when rebound, i played a little aggresive, unlike i usually do, and i think i slightly injure edmund.. my bad, sry bout that.. but wad occured to me was george shouting "eh bertrand, play properly leh" ... i was like.. wtf?
"i play properly wad.." a little aggresive and you can't take it, thats ur fucking problem, not mine
then following that was a comment that came out like this "aiya bertrand dunno how to play de"
then i said "then dun play with me larh"
i was freaking fed up , so i played aggresive, so long as no foul, i dun care how badly injured the other party is... so i did that.. and i think edmund took the most heat.. but i got really irritated when george and edmund hit my face countless times and there wasn't a foul.. so i was like.. wad the hell?? then i got really pissed of so when i got the ball and i was near any opponent, i just whack.. i kinda feel bad about that, becoz it wasn't only george who took the heat.. if it was george alone, i dun give a shit.. but others, especially edmund got more of those slight injuries.. but at the same time, i think its ok? lol
so ya.. me and george aren't in good terms, and i think its like wise for me and edmund coz i didn't apologize to him at all.. due to certain reasons
so from this, it clearly notes that i dun like george's style.. coz its very 'wan bu qi'
it seems to me only chun yang can tolerate all this, thats probably the reason why he's captain :D
so that was training..
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after training went church.. didn't do much
then went home .
well, had a good chat with ken on the way home.. was talking bout church and stuff and i realise every group will have their own problems.. so i'll try and start appreciating little problems .. hahas